FOOLISHLY FOOSLISH

I just don't know what to say...Chubby is just a foolish fella...Its either the heart is hitting the brain or the other way, the brain hitting the heart...Pretty messed up...

IT STRIKES AGAIN...

It has been weeks now, it just seem not to go away easily, I tried, but it just seem that every time I try to push it away it just come back double the force, I can't function well, it is just drowning me in its wave...I miss her very much, very very much...

I guess some people had to go through this indefinitely...

MOTHER'S

Mother's day is coming in two days, and I don't know how to celebrate with her. I'm basically almost broke, I can't get her an expensive present, in fact she is a very conservative woman that she probably wouldn't bear to see me spend much on her. Its sad that I have left her for my wife supposedly and her older sister had just past away recently, she is probably feeling very lonely...I miss her very much, I want to go home to her this weekend...I'm her son...