YOU ARE MY SUN SHINE

As I were walking by the donut shop and listening to my MP4, I saw this smiley face smiling at me as Nat King Cole was enforcing the importance of smiling...So I bought the smile and ate it...It was a bit cruel...but now I'm sure the smile is inside me... ^_^

THE HEART ATTACK JOB AND THE WALK UNDER THE BOARDWALK

I seldom talk about my job and my company in my blog, fearing of being "dooced" (fired because of blogging) and talking about it is just a bunch of health hazards... :) But today today is a special day, the job is the "same old same old", but the feeling is really different, I feel excited in every little thing and every little move I make...Yes, a twitch of the eyebrow, a swing of the hip I feel high, not on drugs of course...I'm high because I've decided to visit my puppy kind of love...To be with her and to accompany each other, and the most important is to have the Char Keow Teow dinner by the sea side and then walking in the sands of penang beach...having the salty wind blowing towards us and carrying us to a happy happy place, we can be as free as the birds in the sky and we can be as happy as the fishes under deep blue sea...Isn't it wonderful?...Can't wait till that day...Aahh, my Char Keow Teow...8D


The #ay bank...Took me 3 days to complete the job...Hah!...


The finished products...ATMs...plenty of people will be depending on them...


People...you are still working??...I'm going home!...Muahahahaha....>8D

GOING FOR A HOLIDAY?

Recently Chubby can't help to notice the advertisment on newspapers, the travel fare are really really low...Thinking about going for a trip for a get away...Thinking of who is possible to go with me?...My brother? It will be fun, we'll stick our nose in everything in curiosity...With a friend?...Hmm...Who should I ask?... (^^)

MY FIVE CURRY PUFFS

This morning while I was waiting for spare parts in Jaya Jusco Maluri, I went for a walk in the bakery shop, there I saw some curry puffs deliciously asking me to taste them...I got hoked, decided to get 2 of it, then the lady attendant asked me to get 3 instead, dono what was that reason for, maybe she was just trying to push the sales up a little bit, I agreed, then her colleague gave a fast word saying why don't you buy 4?...Not knowing what was that for also, I agreed again...and so the lady packed in 5 curry puffs for chubby...1 is for free...buy 4 free 1...And that's how chubby got 5 curry puffs...he finished them while reading and waiting for the spare part...all were very delicious...good food good food...8D~

PS, I ended up paying for 5 curry puffs at the counter not knowingly...8D

BY YOUR SIDE

In a messed up life like Chub's, he is lucky to have a friend he has found 10years ago, a gentle and kind lady, he still remembers the first time they met, it was an evening which she needed her computer to be fixed, as we a group of friends who came to know about the girl got to her house the minute we received her distress call...Six of us went that evening, willingly to be ever helpful, we all went straight to her room to check out her computer...and others...We all agreed that she is a beautiful and gentle lady that night, she treated us with tea and biscuits, six of us went and five of us had a crush on her...the other one was gay...and so it be, the relationship maintained till today...

Chub feels that he is lucky to have a friend like her, she brought joy to his life, as an old friend, they always has common things to say, when ever chub feels deeply disturbed he would look for her to be comforted, especially at this time of crisis, chubby is truly grateful of her kind and gentleness, and would like to express his thanks to her...Thank you...

MY OLD MAN

Last week my old man went for an operation for the first time, he did not let us know, fearing that it would interrupt our work by supporting him; he did it alone. I cannot imagine, a person who is afraid of doctors went through his first operation alone...It is really silly that he thinks that way, what a silly old man.

A friend of mine, whose father had just past away is too coming home to Ipoh to bring her father flowers. I can sense that deep meaning in those flowers, its very touching indeed. Going home will be very meaningful this weekend...

Happy Father's Day

THE HAPPYNESS IS FINALLY HERE

Yep, the happyness is finally here, and isn't it lovely?...The first thing I bought with my happyness was 2 lovely donuts, it cost RM4.20. It felt very good in my hands and even better in my tummy. It made my day very beautiful, very grateful to the lord's blessing and love which gave me this beautiful gift...

2ND DAY OF PERSUING THE HAPPYNESS

I feel like a rat, a little fur ball running across the city. I am feeling hungry; I'm sure its just an imagination, I feel dizzy and light headed; maybe its just the bad quality sleep I had last night...I feel fine, in fact I feel great, I felt that I have lost a little bit of weight, not so heavy weight anymore, soon I'll be very handsome, as handsome as a mickey mouse.

I went out this morning to work, before getting out I gabbed a handful of coins which have been collected overtime in the house. I walk like a cowboy, with the "Ka-ching Ka-ching" sound I make, I'm sure people wouldn't notice much, its just an Asian cowboy walking around...I only spent RM2.50 today, I bought 2 copies of news papers with my cowboy coins, did a lot of reading today, coz I don't have the money to go eat, I ditched a couple of friends who have asked me to join them with lunch, I had to tell them the story that I had to write something really important...

Yesterday night was a regrettable night, I had to stood a friend up from another state, Patric, he came all the way from Penang for visiting and the first person he called was me, he really wanted to meet up with me sincerely, I could not bare to turn him down and I agreed, then when the night came, I got worried, thinking that I could be walking home far far away coz I don't have the "moola" to pay for the petrol, and also I'm afraid that it would be extremely awkward when the bill comes, I had to confess everything to him before the bill, that would be very embarrassing indeed; So I decided not to attend the meeting, I struggled for a while then I decided to confess to him about my financial situation through SMS, I don't know what and how he thinks of me now...but what the heck, just laugh at yourself to death and it will be fine. Hahaha...Stupid me...Chubby Cowboy Rat...

I FEEL LIKE THE PURSUIT OF HAPPYNESS

Will Smith and son acted in a film called "The Pursuit Of Happyness", its about a father who was in a financial situation and came out of it, at a point he was so poor, he had to no food and no shelter, but through all these situation he never resorted into borrowing, he insisted to manage by his own...Strong messages was in the movie; I love it...

As I love the movie much, I am having the chance to experience it, I am broke, very broke...I somehow did some crazy things this month, not by buying expensive things but by lending people money, all together there were 3 in this month...they all promised to pay back as I indicated to them that I were seriously depending on the money...I lent them a large amount of money which is beyond my limit, which left me very very little to spend...I was seriously depending on them to honour the promise, but one by one they failed...

Now, I'm living the movie in reality, yesterday I had RM20 in my wallet, today I have RM10...I am not eating well, I cook instant noodle back at home in the evening, and the supplies are running very low too...I'm about to be out of instant noodle soon...I think I can make it till my salary comes, I hope I don't have to spend much tomorrow and day after tomorrow...I have only 2 more days to hang on to...I hope I can make it...I know I can...

FRIDAY NIGHT LIED

What happened Friday night?...Well it was a really busy night, went to institute with the biggest hope to see her there, but as predicted she didn't. Came home with the biggest discomfort, finally got the courage to call her, found out she had terminated her original number, luckily I have her company number, the one number she cannot change, called her at 11:30, found out she was out with someone else, talked a little bit, nothing much of a conversation, she lied most of the time in the conversation, the car, the money, the place she's staying and the friend...I guess there is no more truth coming out from this women anymore...

SIMPLE

Yesterday night Chubby fell asleep on the computer again while trying to blog. Well, it was a tiring day yesterday, after work had to rush to a Chocolate Meeting aka Coalition Meeting at the missionary house, after that again had to rush to a family to teach them about the church, reached home about 11, took a bath and cook instant noodle with an egg for lunch and dinner :)...started the computer about at 12, and fell asleep on the computer at 12:15...hehe...

Today it is going to be as busy as yesterday, took sometime blogging before going for the rush, I am looking forward to the Institute class in the evening, though I enjoy it very much, but a big part of me is just hoping to see my wife there, just be able to see her will mean so much, but I know she has already fallen astray, she most probable will not turn up...She is probably happier with the new friend or friends now...

If only I can see her tonight, I would be able to bring such a big comfort and smile back at home...

SOFT ON THE OUTSIDE, INSIDE, AND ALSO DOWN THERE

I know a friend of a friend whose name is also called Chubby too, he looks soft and friendly on the outside, and when approached, you find him to be very friendly and caring too, but little do people know about that he is soft and tender down there also...

Yes, you got that right, he is dysfunctional down there, he used to be normal and cheerful, but after his wife beat the heck out of him the last time he tried to be intimate with his wife, he has never been the same anymore, the poor feller was only trying to make things work out with his wife, little did he knew that his wife would turned so violent, it got him scared and horrified, feeling guilty, sick and sorry, he had never been able to handle this overwhelming situation, his wife never knew about it and ever since they have not meet up with each other or talk to each other...After that incident, Chubby did cry for a little bit at night, not very much, just maybe about six months of crying at night and waking up...

He tried to talk to friends about this, but it has been difficult for people to understand. For example, a friend laughed until he had stomach ache and almost fell to the ground when Chub told him about the story how he was being beaten up by a girl naked. Another friend in another situation was a little bit more comforting, he was better concerned, he advised Chub to go for porno, that always works for the friend, so Chub started a little bit searching on the Internet, it only got him sleepy, he fell asleep on the computer a few times. Chub then tried to talk to another friend, the situation was so awkward that the friend thought Chub was gay when Chub told him that he was no longer interested in women anymore, awkward, really awkward...

Some advised Chub to go see a doctor, but what doctor should Chub see? What doctor can help Chub with his problem? Stick him with some kind of a needle to give him a super hard erection? And if Chub do have the erection, what is he going to do about it? His wife is no more there to be with him anymore...An erection seems to be very unnecessary for him now...

Just what is going to happen to Chub? Nobody knows. Maybe Chub will get to see the "Sun Rise" again...Maybe Chub will join the monks and eat veggies for the rest of his life, or maybe Chub will quit his job and sell jelly to cute little kids and be called the "Jelly man" ever after...Funny huh?...

BLOODY SUNDAY

It was in June 4th, 1989, the year marked the fall of Communism, by a group of university students in China, firstly it was only a peaceful demonstration and later it turned out to be blood shed, then tanks rolled in, it crushed the students like insects, many lay under the tracks of the tanks, and finally thousands lay dead in Tian An Men square...the official report from the Chinese government was a few hundred, but many said it was more...

Amazingly the voices of the people was heard, Communism super powers fall one by one like domino stacks, first it was the Berlin Wall Germany, Iron Curtain Russia, and others follow soon, China itself did not fall, but it had to change, communism means very little for the people now, for if it is not for this day that the voices of the people were heard, the world would be very very different now...

more:
http://cryptome.cn/tk/tiananmen-eyeball.htm

ANYWAY YOU NEED IT

As Chubby fell ill and dying of heart disease, as he thought there would be nobody who cares...The "Char Keoy Teow walk" from penang was very encouraging indeed...Chubby is now looking forward to actually have "The walk to Char Keoy Teow"... :)

PS; Thank you, thank you for the bit of care which made me heal better, because of this Chubby will be needing some Char Keow Teow for a long long time... :)

SICK

I got myself sick, physically and mentally, tired...