2ND DAY OF PERSUING THE HAPPYNESS

I feel like a rat, a little fur ball running across the city. I am feeling hungry; I'm sure its just an imagination, I feel dizzy and light headed; maybe its just the bad quality sleep I had last night...I feel fine, in fact I feel great, I felt that I have lost a little bit of weight, not so heavy weight anymore, soon I'll be very handsome, as handsome as a mickey mouse.

I went out this morning to work, before getting out I gabbed a handful of coins which have been collected overtime in the house. I walk like a cowboy, with the "Ka-ching Ka-ching" sound I make, I'm sure people wouldn't notice much, its just an Asian cowboy walking around...I only spent RM2.50 today, I bought 2 copies of news papers with my cowboy coins, did a lot of reading today, coz I don't have the money to go eat, I ditched a couple of friends who have asked me to join them with lunch, I had to tell them the story that I had to write something really important...

Yesterday night was a regrettable night, I had to stood a friend up from another state, Patric, he came all the way from Penang for visiting and the first person he called was me, he really wanted to meet up with me sincerely, I could not bare to turn him down and I agreed, then when the night came, I got worried, thinking that I could be walking home far far away coz I don't have the "moola" to pay for the petrol, and also I'm afraid that it would be extremely awkward when the bill comes, I had to confess everything to him before the bill, that would be very embarrassing indeed; So I decided not to attend the meeting, I struggled for a while then I decided to confess to him about my financial situation through SMS, I don't know what and how he thinks of me now...but what the heck, just laugh at yourself to death and it will be fine. Hahaha...Stupid me...Chubby Cowboy Rat...