HIGH ON HEAT

Lately, the Malaysian climate is high on heat, making things around a lot warmer than usual, during the night it is as the same as the day, making it difficult to sleep at night. As it is difficult to sleep at night, it gave me alot of chance to think, thinking about my wife, my family, my friends and my life basically...The one thing I face of most important to me now is that I want to have my own family, to have a loving wife and cute lovely kids of our own. I'll be going to work in the morning feeling motivated because of the must of a hug and kisses from my lovely wife, and then it will be the silly huggs and kisses from the kids to start of my day. Hearing the word "Daddy" as Mommy and kids address me is something worth more that anything in this world. Teaching and instilling naughty tricks to the kids to play with their Mommy would be the best fun ever, and if the kids got into trouble with Mommy it would be a bonus, I will be then having so much fun potraying as the good guy to teach the kids to behave in a good manner. And in holidays, I like to bring my family to go places, fishing trips is also very important as their Grandfather used to be so in love with, I'll even teach my kids the technique to turn their little "Sardine" catches into the size of a whale to their Mommy who usually would not be fishing...Going shopping is even so much more fun to have with kids arround, for "Daddy" would have the excuse to bring the kids to the toys department, thus buying alot of stuffs "Daddy" wanted...

It is so nice to have of these warm evenings here in Malaysia to let this "Daddy" would be, wanna be, to experience the feelings he probably would not be having, I am grateful of the insights...Thank You...Please turn on the heat and let me feel high again...